I am happy =D

I am happy =)))

The feeling of being '' Xing Fu '' is happening to me.

I remembered i kissed her in the car for the first time. She got shocked and repelled which made me awkward a bit because i thought she didnt like it or wasnt ready for it. But everything came to a conclusion when we kissed for the second time... and the third time and so on.

She, Siaw Chiou Yunn is the first girl i held hands in Bruneian public. It feels good having someone to walk with instead of her always being on my side with us looking at each other not knowing what to do. Oh wells, i brought her home last night and we actually hugged and kissed for hours straight. She said it was her first time doing it for so long and i..... would actually wanna do it for a whole day long if possible.

However, i regretted... asking her did she had sex before. She went quiet and sad which i was... a bit alert. I then asked her not to tell anything about it because i knew she didnt want to but oh wells, I myself regretted asking as well because i didnt wanna imagine my girl being touched and all =( She's mine and i want her for real. I want to be with her every single minute if i could hugging her not saying anything but just feel the love we have for both of us.

I.... love her.

It's on FB Samantha posted about saying love is a strong word. Do not say it when you don't mean it.

I therefore says,

I mean it.... for real.

Kwang :p

:p

We went for a midnight movie named '' Petaling Street Warriors ''. This was the third time we watched a midnight movie together but the first time as an official couple. I held her hand while we were going up the escalator. It was electrifying LOL It's actually the feeling i been looking for a long time, the '' spark ''. Everytime we touched, i feel so sensitive and there were millions of volts going through my body. I might go... really deep this time =/ which i hope all goes well for us to last as long as possible <3

I am....

happy.

kwang :P