I am happy =D

I am happy =)))

The feeling of being '' Xing Fu '' is happening to me.

I remembered i kissed her in the car for the first time. She got shocked and repelled which made me awkward a bit because i thought she didnt like it or wasnt ready for it. But everything came to a conclusion when we kissed for the second time... and the third time and so on.

She, Siaw Chiou Yunn is the first girl i held hands in Bruneian public. It feels good having someone to walk with instead of her always being on my side with us looking at each other not knowing what to do. Oh wells, i brought her home last night and we actually hugged and kissed for hours straight. She said it was her first time doing it for so long and i..... would actually wanna do it for a whole day long if possible.

However, i regretted... asking her did she had sex before. She went quiet and sad which i was... a bit alert. I then asked her not to tell anything about it because i knew she didnt want to but oh wells, I myself regretted asking as well because i didnt wanna imagine my girl being touched and all =( She's mine and i want her for real. I want to be with her every single minute if i could hugging her not saying anything but just feel the love we have for both of us.

I.... love her.

It's on FB Samantha posted about saying love is a strong word. Do not say it when you don't mean it.

I therefore says,

I mean it.... for real.

Kwang :p

:p

We went for a midnight movie named '' Petaling Street Warriors ''. This was the third time we watched a midnight movie together but the first time as an official couple. I held her hand while we were going up the escalator. It was electrifying LOL It's actually the feeling i been looking for a long time, the '' spark ''. Everytime we touched, i feel so sensitive and there were millions of volts going through my body. I might go... really deep this time =/ which i hope all goes well for us to last as long as possible <3

I am....

happy.

kwang :P

The third day

I been lacked of updates last night because i was dead tired. I went home and whatsapp my baby and fell asleep in the mean time. I was sorry and afraid that she was disappointed in me. I am so concious about her every feeling on me, i want her to feel happy and satisfied being with me. It's her that i care about and wants to. I went to HRD for a while applying my UNSW university before going to meet her in Manggis mall where she walked alone. I went twice to Manggis accompanying her checking her out having our time together. We then went to Berakas power station after she ended her work but ended up forgetting to bring any ball LOL she had her menstruation before heading off to basketball. I need to remind myself about her daily life, knowing her needs and understand her better so she could live a better life.

I had thought a lot about her coming alone off Sandakan and came to Brunei, a new place to start in. It must have been hard for her because i myself had went overseas before and knew how it feels when things start from scratch where you have no friends and no support surviving on yourself. I pity her having to work while me myself just sit at home doing nothing but entertain myself with various technologies i could face with. I had a dream of taking care of her and letting her enjoy her life one day with me going out working and bring money home. I find it... sweet when she welcome me home with a sweet smile melting my heart whereby all my worries and tiredness will vanish.

Today when i send her home, i had that urge to.. kiss her LOL but however, FAILURE cause there were people at the side watching. Anyways, i dont know if she's reading this but YUNN, i am really willing to hold your hand while we walk =)

I am looking forward to our real date soon ;)

Signed off,

Kwangtheuglyone :p

The start of a new love life

It's after twelve. Today's 28th of November 2011 and it's a really special day for me. It had turned from happiness to exotic when she said yes with an awkward voice which made me trembled blushing with agony. I am saying goodbye to my single status and welcomed a new girl to my family, a girl who i admired and had eyed for so long. We have complicated matters going on before this but we had gone through all with her shedding tears and me being sad seeing her sad with her past relationship.

I created this blog for the sake of us because i want us to walk a long road ahead of us. I for the first time had proposed to a girl face to face and overcoming the awkward and shyness of mine was the hardest thing to do when it comes to a pure relationship i had searched for. Yes, she was with one of my good friends before and i had admired her since then. But i knew that she was his and it was a wrong thing to do to interfere. However, i became friends with her after several chats and nothing could stop me of the growing fondness. Even till now, i had been misunderstood of snatching his girl, abandoning our friendship but i am glad that at least some true friends stood by understanding the whole situation and knew i was innocent.

I appreciate my friendship with them for being so supportive. She was the one for me after looking through her complications and her braveness to actually not ignoring me when we had troubles with ''him''. There you go, people start chasing her after they broke up including me. I wasn't sure was it luck or what when she had the eye for me too. I had always wanted a girl who actually will sacrificed for me and who i will sacrifice for one day being her hero. She's the one i want to look after and protect whenever problems arise.

Then today came, the day i had confessed and poured out my feelings to the table. Telling her that i like her and asking her to be my girlfriend, it took me lots of courage because it was my virgin try. Asta-la-vista, it worked ;) with the sincerity :p i supposed HAHA

Anyways,

i am here to share my happiness. I will share as much as possible things that will happen and happened which i see a great road ahead with her, SIAW CHIOU YUNN accompanying me all the way to the end. Good luck to both of us, I...settled.

Signed off,

Kwang263s.