Wednesday, 30 November 2011

The third day

I been lacked of updates last night because i was dead tired. I went home and whatsapp my baby and fell asleep in the mean time. I was sorry and afraid that she was disappointed in me. I am so concious about her every feeling on me, i want her to feel happy and satisfied being with me. It's her that i care about and wants to. I went to HRD for a while applying my UNSW university before going to meet her in Manggis mall where she walked alone. I went twice to Manggis accompanying her checking her out having our time together. We then went to Berakas power station after she ended her work but ended up forgetting to bring any ball LOL she had her menstruation before heading off to basketball. I need to remind myself about her daily life, knowing her needs and understand her better so she could live a better life.

I had thought a lot about her coming alone off Sandakan and came to Brunei, a new place to start in. It must have been hard for her because i myself had went overseas before and knew how it feels when things start from scratch where you have no friends and no support surviving on yourself. I pity her having to work while me myself just sit at home doing nothing but entertain myself with various technologies i could face with. I had a dream of taking care of her and letting her enjoy her life one day with me going out working and bring money home. I find it... sweet when she welcome me home with a sweet smile melting my heart whereby all my worries and tiredness will vanish.

Today when i send her home, i had that urge to.. kiss her LOL but however, FAILURE cause there were people at the side watching. Anyways, i dont know if she's reading this but YUNN, i am really willing to hold your hand while we walk =)

I am looking forward to our real date soon ;)

Signed off,

Kwangtheuglyone :p

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